Sunday, September 03, 2006
Alright to update. living with mary's grandma still. looking into other options. we may slip on over to my mother's due to distance restraints. it's rough when you're like an hour from everywhere. we'll figure something out. i just don't know what. i need to find a job. the only problem is that, man i don't want to go back to being a wage slave. i mean i'm going to but i'm also going to be looking for a way out. well anyway i'm not sure what i'm gonna do now. i guess just try not to lose what i've gained or fall into old patterns. well that's it for now.
Peace,
Kyle
Peace,
Kyle
Friday, September 01, 2006
Where are We now?
Well the gig is up, and there is no salvaging the Iroquois Farm. So now we are working from the Oswego area to find a way to make our way. Currently I say what will happen, but I can say that for this weekend we are holding up with my sister, and I will be in contact with at least Kyle and Mary. Paul and Jess are back where they came from, but this is better for now. They were not ready for the changes and certainly not ready to survive the turmoil that may yet ensue as we begin to find a way to re-set our lives. We are currently trying to find a way to support ourselves, and we could not do that where we were because I do not have a car or a license, thanks to the great minds that created the Identification system in this country. I believe that most people that have responded to this site were just a representative sample of the people who are from the area and I believe that we should be there to finish our work, but for now, my wife needs to be near her children. As soon as I can re-establish a workable plan, I will inform all those that may be tracking this site. I will continue to write here as well, and insert links to other blogs that are more personal to me, so that those that are interested can see a more interesting side of who I am.
I can't remember what I was going to write, really, but Kyle, if you read this, we have not ended, just taking stock of what we may have left to give. Arleta sometimes needs time to gain perspective too.
signing off...
James
I can't remember what I was going to write, really, but Kyle, if you read this, we have not ended, just taking stock of what we may have left to give. Arleta sometimes needs time to gain perspective too.
signing off...
James
Thursday, August 31, 2006
Hey again. off the farm. had a little trouble today. we're staying with mary's grandmaother but arleta and mary's grandma don't get along. there was abit of a....i'm not gonna say argument but it definitly was not a pleasent moment and now jay and arleta are staying in a motel for the night. i think that they may have been expecting us to stay there as well but i couldn't see the point in it. i don't know i mean i understand that they're not staying and arleta is pissed but i have a feeling that she is upset with us as well. i am some what concerned that this may be the end of our friendship. i hope it is not but when she gets angry the rest of the world may as well not exist. so i'm not sure what will happen. tomorrow we're supposed to stop by the motel and see what the plan is for tomorrow. i just hope everything works out all right.
Peace Folks,
Kyle
Peace Folks,
Kyle
Monday, August 28, 2006
Hey how we doing? i'm alright just trying to get packed up. you never really notice how much shit you got til you gotta move it all you know. i'll tell you one thing i've got way more stuff than my girlfriend. she has more clothes i've got more junk. hopefully i can ditch some of it. there are just some things that i don't feel like i need anymore. for example i have a Jedi Knight Luke action figure. it would be great if it was an original but alas it is from when the movies were redone. i mean do i really need to be toting that around? it wouldn't be bad if that was they only piece of junk i owned but oh there is plenty more. both my parents were packrats so maybe that's where i get it from. it's wierd you want something but you never use it and you finally work up to throwing it away and then it's like you never owned it that's how little it meant to you. well anyway i should be getting a u-haul at some point today. get that bitch loaded clean up and get the fuck out.
Peace Nillas,
Kyle
Peace Nillas,
Kyle
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Okay well we went to court and the verdict is in. We're out of here. rather quickly to got nine days. well that was counting yesterday. So it's time to pack like a mother fucker. don't worry though folks we're looking for a new place in the area. we like to think of this as kind of a dry run. it'll work out some where else. it's funny while it sucks that we're out it's kind of nice to know that we don't have to deal with mahlon. he may have had the capacity to be a nice guy but i never really saw that shine through. well anyway i think i'm going to write the paper because the way it seems is that everyone else who's ever been here has just quietly slipped into the night. also this may sound odd but i feel as though i aught to apologize to the local community. well i'll keep writing if you'll keep reading.
Peace Nillas,
Kyle A. Clark
Peace Nillas,
Kyle A. Clark
Friday, August 18, 2006
Hello everyone. Been a bit huh? So anything new? Nothing much here just working and more working. Though I can’t really say that that’s the proper term. Mainly I’m in the restaurant doing busy work and occasionally someone happens upon the place. I sometimes wonder if customers see the look of surprise on my face when they come in. it’s not all busy work I mean I do stuff that needs to be done it’s not like I wipe down a clean counter or just do pointless tasks to keep my hands busy. a lot of people stop for the gift shop aspect. If only we had a real gift shop. Mainly what we have is a bunch of old shit upstairs. Some of it is antiques but mainly it’s just old stuff. Some of it is really pretty nice but those are naturally the things that we don’t have prices for. It would be awesome to sell some of this stuff but it seems like every item that someone actually wants is unlabeled and Mahlon hasn’t gotten us the god damn price list. It’s just frustrating you know. And I hate having to tell people again and again that “Sorry we’re not sure what that costs” it just feels like an excuse you know what I mean. Well anyway I think that’s quite enough bitching from me sorry getting off my fourth seventeen. Up at five in bed at eleven at the restaurant in between. It’s cool though Sundays coming up that means sleeping till like seven who would have ever thought that seven could be sleeping in. anyway I’m out.
Peace and Love Nillas,
Kyle A. Clark
P.S. cause I know it’s been eating you up the A. stands for Adelbert (Uh-dell-bert) and the computer is telling me I spelled it wrong. Screw you computer.
Peace and Love Nillas,
Kyle A. Clark
P.S. cause I know it’s been eating you up the A. stands for Adelbert (Uh-dell-bert) and the computer is telling me I spelled it wrong. Screw you computer.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Not about world peace!
World Peace. That’s what I was told that the pamphlet I was handed was about. Well it wasn’t it was about how I’m wrong they’re right and if I keep going the way I’m going I’m screwed. I don’t get it. I mean I’ve got to give the jehovas witnesses some props it does take some dedication to go around handing out those little pamphlets but I definitely took it under false pretenses. She said “Here’s some literature about world peace.” And then promptly left. She didn’t even stick around to see if I had any questions. By the way the world governments are apparently controlled by satan and the end of times is near. Oh and if you don’t convert you’re going to hell or whatever. Well you’re at least not going to eternal salvation that’s for sure. Now it seems to me that if god was going to stop on down and spank us it would have happened a while ago. I’m not disagreeing that the end of the world as we know it may be close but I don’t think it will be all fire and brimstone. More of a slow transition into a different way of life. It just annoys me that people assume that others are so ignorant that you need only to condense a list of beliefs into a three fold booklet and they will suddenly see the light. People will worship and believe as they see fit. You’re not going to change someone’s belief structure by giving them a piece of scare tactic (complete with pictures of starving child, and dying old man on respirator) and walking away. I’m not trying to knock anyone I just don’t like having someone I don’t know and knows nothing about me assume that they have a better way for me. I am willing to take what others have to say into consideration but not if they are not willing to have a discussion on the subject. Well anyway that’s my rant for the moment. Otherwise things are all right here, the pie case blew though. I was getting ready to open a few days ago and from the screen in the box over the motor I started to see what appeared to be a small fireworks display. Oh and smoke. Naturally I unplugged it, which was kind of dumb cause I could have gotten shocked. I didn’t fortunately but now the pie case doesn’t work. We still have pies but they are just out of sight for the moment. All right well that’s all I feel like typing right now. Oh yah tomorrow is Sunday. AWESOME!!!!!!! Sunday means sleeping in. I get to sleep till like seven ah-boh-ah-yah. Hope to see you soon.
Peace Nillas,
Kyle A. Clark
Peace Nillas,
Kyle A. Clark